Monday, November 24, 2014

A letter to a lost love.

"My love is like a star; by time you notice it, I'm long gone."


Our love from the start was like a fire
We made everyone around us Jealous
They looked up to us
Wanted a love like ours
 Our love couldn't be broken
Somewhere down the line, what we thought would never break broke
As hard as we tried to fight, one fought harder than the other
We said things, did things and blamed one another
The laughs stopped 
The fights begin
We didn't make love anymore
We fucked to make up
Somewhere down the road we fell out of love 
I'm sorry you took so long to appreciate my love for you
I'm sorry you thought you had to find yourself in someone else
while you left me alone and heartbroken
I spent years trying to win you back
After all this time fighting, I gave up 
I realized I deserve more, better, that love we once had 
I didn't go looking; but I found that in someone else
They make me feel the way you used to, but stronger 
I look forward to the laughs we share
The moments when we are naked with each other 
Not skin naked but naked with our souls
Those moments where we are so close we wonder how we ever lived without each other 
They make me feel a way I can't explain 
I Just know that I love that I can be myself
I always had to change for you, 
I was never good enough for you
When you tried to make me change 
I became stuck in this dark hole
I was trying to climb out 
you would knock me back down
You held my head under water 
I was gasping for air 
I don't feel like that anymore
I can breathe
I love
I shine
I am starting to truly love myself
I'm not afraid
Although I miss you
I wanted to say thank you
Thank you for being in my life for the last 7 years
Thank you for showing me there was more than the life I once lived
Thank you for believing in everyone of my dreams
More than anything thank you for showing me who I am and what I want with my life
Thank you for teaching me what I want and don't want in a lover
Thank you for giving me this chance to not regret you
Because I don't regret one moment spent with you
I hope for nothing but the best for you
I hope we can run into each other down the road and smile 
Until that time, I'm going to continue to live with no regrets and travel, follow my dreams 
Love with a fire so strong 
It sparks a flame so big it sets the world on fire!